Thursday, February 25, 2010

Four Down

Four months down and Five to go!!!

It seems like the weeks are going by fast. But it seems like a long way to go still.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010


I am loved. And sometimes it is hard to accept.

The last few days I have been especially aware of how much Paul loves me. When I am cranky, tired, in pain, lazy, sick...the list goes on, and I pretty much always am at least one or more of those lately...he does his best to take care of me. He offers to go to the store at 11pm to get me something, or make me something to eat. He gives me lots of hugs and tells me I'm cute. He just offers to do whatever he can for me when I don't feel good.

A few nights ago I was really miserable and Paul was being so sweet, I finally started to cry. Feeling like a lazy blob on the couch, I didn't feel like I deserved to be loved so well. And later I began to think about my relationship with God and how I sometimes feel the same way, that it's hard to accept such a perfect love that I don't derserve.

So, to my God and to my Husband I say, "Thank you for loving me so well. I love you, too."

Thursday, February 11, 2010

4 Weeks to Go

Time is passing, and I am already at the 16 week mark. I am counting down the days until my ultrasound, when I will hopefully find out the gender of Baby. 4 weeks from today! It's hard to wait!!!

Monday, February 1, 2010


Wow, it's February already!

The good news is that I am not feeling sick! A few times I have not eaten for awhile just to enjoy feeling hungry without being sick.

The bad news is that the last few days I have been having a lot of lower back pain. Well, at least it's something different to deal with.

I am also feeling an incredible urge to reorganize all our stuff. First, because all our junk is a mess. Second, because I know that with a baby coming we will be accumulating so much more stuff. And finally, because we will probably be moving in the next 5-9 months.

I have started going through some things, but feel like I still need an overall plan of attack. I am thinking about getting some new plastic storage containers, but it's hard to know what size would be best. Hopefully it will start coming together soon.